After Ethan and Gwen tied the knot, Theresa decided it was time to let go of the past. To help herself move on, she finally put away the diary she'd been keeping since she was a child...at least for the moment. Now that she's embarking on a new adventure, Theresa decided that she once again wanted a place to write down her thoughts. But leave it to Theresa to always be on the cutting edge. This time around, she's decided to keep a blog! You never know when she's going to add a new entry so be sure to keep checking back!

Fate girl

Why can't Ethan see that running away isn't going to change anything? Whether he leaves the apartment or whether he stays, we're still going to wind up together in the end. I mean; hasn't he had enough proof that we belong together? Take just tonight for example. No matter how many times he said that we shouldn't be together, we still wound up right back in one another's arms...on the beach...at the apartment. Let's face it; if Gwen hadn't arrived when she did, who knows what would have happened? Speaking of Gwen showing up, that was just awful! I can't even imagine what would have happened if we hadn't heard her coming and I didn't have a chance to hide! I'm not going to even go there...it's too horrible for words.

My mind is spinning all over the place right now. I can barely think straight with everything that's happened tonight. I know-I'll go outside and get some air. I just can't be in this apartment right now. Especially if Ethan is really leaving for good.
- posted by tlf

Fate girl

Well, here I am on my way to sunny Los Angeles. I must admit that as much as I want to see Whitney, Chad and Fox I'd really rather be back in Harmony. It's so hard leaving Little Ethan behind. And of course, it's so hard leaving his namesake behind. But I know Mama's right. I have to give Ethan and Gwen space right now. As much as I want Ethan to myself, I would never want any harm to come to Gwen and her baby. So it's California here I come, at least for now. Because as soon as things are settled back home, I know that I will find my way back...to Harmony, and especially to Ethan. No matter how many obstacles have gotten in our way (and boy there have been a lot!) I know that fate will bring us together in the end. In the meantime, I'll just pass the time soaking up the sun and taking in the sights of the big city. I guess it could be worse, right?

I have to turn off the computer now. We're about to land in L.A. I'm thousands of miles away from Ethan, and yet, in my heart, I feel so close to him, as if he were only a few feet away.

- posted by tlf